i'm going to hell for this

i just wrote a blasphemous 6 page script.

i actually think its pretty original, which is cool. but i also think it'll never get made... or if it did it would never be screened... or if it did i would be labeled satanic and under satan's influence... or worst of all! i could be called juvenile and immature.! NnnnoooOooo!!1!!1

"oh, man, please... using the bible as reference for a story? grow up lah! hooooow many million people ever do it before? the only reason why no one does it now is coz its passe! you should be writing horror stories! now THOSE are in!"

yipes.

annnyway.

all i'm saying is that i'm kinda scared now. i like using the bible for reference and twisting its logic and in so doing inadvertantly insinuate that what Christians believe they know could all be just a big fat lie.

i tell myself that its just fiction. a story just like any other. "can use for debate". but a little part of me just can't help but wonder, "have i really been overcome by 'he who walks this earth'?"

pray for me.


p.s.:
here's a link to an interesting website. please DO NOT visit it if you feel you are unable to accept a broader world view (oh yeah, that's really gonna keep you away):
http://www.theosophy-nw.org/theosnw/world/christ/xt-ibel2.htm